Had a really horrendous day today. Found out that Texas does not run like New Jersey in one very important way. Feeling like I shouldn't be here. With my family. On the Earth in general. Feeling like a worthless piece of shit that screwed everything up.
What am I good for anyway??
a bump in the road...you will get through this...
ReplyDeleteAlot of times when you get into ministry,l ike your mom said you are, working with children, satan willt ry anything to get you distracted...he doesn't want you going to church, he doesn't want you having anything to do with Jesus, so in order to get you away from doing what is right, he will make you feel like you've messed up and that you are worth nothing. Tara, keep fighting, keep surrounding yourself with people who love Jesus, you need that right now. don't back away from those who love the Lord, they will help you through this "bump" in the road! praying for you.
ReplyDeletethank you guys. whoever you are.
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