So, today was a bad day. You know those two very important questions they ask when you first go into the hospital. Well, I think I would have had to answer yes to both of them today:
Are you having any suicidal thoughts? Check.
Are you having any homicidal thoughts? Check.
So, why am I not in the hospital? I guess, I'm afraid to go back. But tomorrow I have an appointment with my psychiatrist, so let's just see what he says.