crap!

So, I have to go out today.  Outside.  In a couple of hours.  I hate going outside.  I'm really nervous about it too, cause it's a doctors appointment.  That means I have to get weighed and all the routine shit.  I hate that shit.  

I'm well prepared though.  Have all my paperwork and things in one place.  Oh wait, I should get my ipod to.  And maybe a book.  Crap.  See, I'm not prepared.

And I have nothing to say.  Just that I'm scared.  Wish I didn't have to go, but I do.  

Damn!